Series 01 Part 02: Hughes family correspondence, 3 April 1917-22 September 1918 - Page 257
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[Page 257]
10.
That made me almost certain that something was in the wind. So when orders came two days later I was not altogether surprised. I can't tell you how sorry I was to have had to send a cable to day to tell you that I am going overseas again at the end of January. I do not want to go a bit quite apart from all other considerations. It makes me very sad indeed to think of your anxiety and I wish I could save you any worry. I do realise what it must mean for you my own darling old Mummy & Daddy, and it is just the thought of your anxiety for me that makes me far more frightened than anything I may have to go through. I don't think I am a funk and with God's good help I will do my job well, but my anxiety for you makes me far more afraid than anything. I know how brave and good you are and always have been over everything and that you will take it very very well, but if I could save you this anxiety, I would do anything except what would be unworthy of you. Ever since I realised some months ago that I might be sent out again almost any day I have felt more and more upset at the prospect and it has been like the old sword of Damocles hanging over my head. Now that it has come at last it is almost a relief, because I was beginning to fear that I would be held back till the summer months when the risks would be greater.
I am so glad you have my letter number five before my cable because it explained how things stood and the reasons
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