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the rest of the war as a squadron commander has'nt time to fly much.

Of course the prospects of promotion do not worry me at all and I would be quite happy to stay where I am, but looking at the whole thing quite sanely I think it is best. Even if I could postpone the evil hour and stay on here a bit longer – which I can't – it would only be postponing it, as I realise that I am very lucky to have had a soft time for so long and am sure to be sent back sooner or later. Of course I would like to stay on here till the end, but the war is a fight for very existence and under the circumstances they have treated me very generously in giving me such a long respite. There are so many who can do what I am doing but are not fit for active service that I cannot expect that they will keep a young man who is very fit indefinitely in a safe job.

I have done my best at the job I have had because I have always felt that I was very lucky to have such a soft time. Honestly I dont care a rap about getting promoted except that my next step, if I do get it, means that my duties would become practically administrative & my days of constant flying would be over. I hate to think that you will have more anxiety for me even for a short time, but I really believe that it will only be a short time and if all goes well it will be an end to your anxiety.

Briefly my exact position is this. With the great increase that

 

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