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day after day are fine chaps – most of them – but there is always just something lacking. It is not quite the same as being on active service when all that is best in them comes out. Though many of them are splendid chaps in lots of ways it is not very often that you find many who have the same ideals and ways of looking at things as yourself. Of course it is wonderful experience to gain of others but there is nearly always a sort of dividing line that cuts you off from them that just makes you feel sort of lonely. They are splendid men to work with and live with in hundreds of ways but it is just where you most need a real friend, when the days work is over, that you feel the want of somewhere to go to find a relaxation from your work and some distraction. Their ways of finding amusement are different from yours – what is apparently harmless fun and all part of the game to them is against everything that you most value.  It is simply that your point of view and your ideals are different from theirs. After a time it all gets rather sickening and makes you feel very very lonely and long so much for the home life that seems so far away.

That is why I felt so sad at leaving my old squadron where I knew my pals very well and they knew me. Where our ways parted they went their way and if my way was different I went mine. They knew what my way was and always understood when to

 

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